Grateful Dead

I was talking about me and my problem,not anyone else here.It may have been my "lifestyle"that made me this way. Sometimes I get sick of myself,I dont know.Religion is new to me and the old habits die hard.If I had any fun at anyone elses expense in the chatroom the shame is on me.The chatroom.......a scary,dangerous,wild,improbable ride that sucked out my skull.It was fun.I poured out my soul[and love] in that private little hell [just kidding] you guys call a chatroom and might not get it back.Wait,I wont leave you drifting down,Theres a little bit left........All the love in the world and all the best things in life to deadnet and that girl....Both of you have got the way's and mean's to open up your windows and let that long hair hang down.......I guess Im "710".....Im outta the door and DOWN to the street all alone....to look for a girl with rings on her fingers and bells on her..................

Well that was quick.....jesus said I can go see the captain,the strangest I can find.Although he could not caution all,he did warn me about being a smart ass hippycrite.I told him I was aware of the problem and would try to find a fix.

if I had a choice......and I do....

Melvin's pretty churchy!

If they take peoples money and piss it away then the shame is on them.Some of em are real performers,just like live theatre.....Jerry's band is coming to town,gee whiz should I stay home and watch the religious channel or go see melvin?.....hmmmm...

amen!!

Here's a little more in the world for ya.

sounds to me like you were blessed as few are. I have tried to live my life in a Christian manner, sometimes I fail, but I try again. Things have been tough for me over the last couple of years, but prayer has always helped and God has not let me down. I haven't always gotten what I wanted, but God has always given me what I need.. I do attend a local church, one that I have attended since childhood and I go because there are like minded people there and we help each other through trials of faith. Of course, this doesn't work for all people, and all churches are not the same. There are cheaters, liars and frauds leading some churches, and I have no patience for them..those bozo's on TV for instance, and not all of THEM are phony. All I can do is try to keep my faith strong and give thanx for everything God has given me....like Grateful Dead music for example..anyway...I'll shutup now.......bless you and stay strong..!!

Christianity is my belief, but I do not go to church because I cannot find God there. I cannot get behind pastors or church hierarchy, but I do not judge those that need a guiding hand in their spiritual quest. I have read a good bit about different cultures and the beliefs that go along with them, out of all that I have read Christianity fits how I feel in life. I can totally get behind loving others, sharing, all the good things that the Bible says will make ones life better. I do not understand how some people find God in church though, I would love to talk to another Christian about this. I am not judgmental at all, I just love to talk about spirituality. I became a Christian one night, I was trying my hand at praying and said "God if your real show yourself to me" and I had a vision that brought me to tears, I have never felt love like that before, it was overwhelming. I was shown what was in store for me when I died and it was identical to what the Bible describes heaven as, gold that was so pure it looked like glass. While I was having this vision a figure of light had its arm around me (an Angel I think), I could not look at this being but I was aware it was there. I felt like a child in its presence, that I was not "ready" to look at it if that makes sense. The next day I felt great, like a new me. Since then I have had my eyes opened to so much, its mind boggling how much humility is needed in this world. Peace God Bless

Do for others you will feel better Guaranteed .Spirituality is easy man made religion makes it difficult since each is better than the other. To live a life full of fulfillment think not of your self. Do for others. Realize others have it worst. Be a Benefit to all in some way every day. Practice random acts of kindness. The most important!! Take care of your Needs and your Wants will be Fulfilled. Give a hand to your Fellow man. try with a smile, a hello, may i help you, a wave. actually doing something for others will always make you feel good. now dont forget to care for thy self. Does no good helping others while you fall behind.. Ask your friends for help if your lucky to still have some. Amazing how a disability will cause friends to leave. They act like its catchy. Their problem Smile and enjoy the now. Then help some one else enjoy it also blessings and Prayers to all (~:}