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    sending out healing vibes to steve-o's mom
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    and Hozomeen! Welcome back! We missed you!
  • Gr8fulTed
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    Feeling good vibes for you Steve-O
    Your mom is in good hands with the staff at Cleveland Clinic. I'll put in some hopeful thoughts for you both.
  • Steve-O
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    Well, things took a bit of a negative turn. Last Mon. 2/23 my Mom started coughing up blood and was admitted to a hospital here in Erie. They determined that it was probably the tumor bleeding so they took here by ambulance to the Cleveland Clinic where her cancer Dr. is located. He also felt it was the tumor bleeding and that it may have progressed to another stage. They performed another test to see if it had spread to her lymph nodes, it did not!!! Not out of the woods yet he wanted to see if it had spread upwards to her brain, and so another test was performed to check her brain, it has not spread there yet either!!! Finally they wanted to schedule surgery, but now they felt she needed to regain some strength, as this is going to be a very difficult surgery for her. Instead of sending her back to Erie they decided to perform a couple of stress tests to see if she could survive the surgery, she passed those with flying colors!!!!! Finally surgery is scheduled for tomorrow!! She has 3 Drs. and all 3 feel if they can remove this tumor successfully, she has a very good shot at getting her life back to normal!!! No promises. My brother and I made the trip to Cleveland yesterday for a visit, and she seems to be in the right place mentally to get through all this. We said goodbye after several hrs, and that was probably the hardest goodbye all 3 of us ever had to say. My brother and i both said see you next week we love you, kissed her and walked away. Tomorrow I will go to work and wait for the phone call saying everything went ok!! Thanks everyone!!!Peace
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    Sending out some positive energy to all the folks who are suffering, and all the others who will be with the situation as it is...When I start to feel overwhelmed with all of the negative energy, I try to stop and focus not on the bad in life, but on what is positive in that moment. My loving partner, my old cat (and young dog), the leaves starting to sprout outside, and all of the loving people on this forum. Thanks for being here!!! Good to know you got shoes to wear when you find the floor.
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    Hey everybody...I've been away from computers for a while, but I just got a new one so I'm back online. I'll fill you in later...busy busy studies and dad stuff...being busy is great....vibes vibes vibes everybody...we've got positive energy to share with all. Much Love everyone, and talk more sooooon I promise...
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    To all of you here for the positive energy you sent to Richard! I know those vibes helped him, especially those ones from johnman's fridge! He's finally home and recovering. And lot's more positive vibes to all in need (you too Tiger Lilly!)
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    Continuing health and high spirits to your Mom
    Steve-o. The best sentiments and well-beams out to her for a good outcome from her surgery and a gentle and pleasant recovery with those that love her so. When she loves at that babe of yours, I'm very sure there is healing power in those fresh eyes of the world connecting with the doting grandmothers.Take care, Tim The Truth is realized in an instant, the act is practiced step by step.
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    Good news!!!!!! Lots of positive vibes for you and your Mom! Stay positive!
  • Steve-O
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    So far so good!!! My Mom talked to the cancer surgeon today, and he said he thinks she has a great chance with surgery, not promising anything he went on to say that they will remove about 20% of her 1 lung and if everything goes well she could have full breathing capacity in aout 3 weeks to a month. Now we wait for the surgery to be scheduled, hoping it will be real soon, as he said that it is a very fast growing tumor. Keep up the good work everyone and thanks.Peace
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Evolution, revolution, gun control, sound of soul.Shooting rockets to the moon, kids growing up too soon. Politicians say more taxes will solve everything. Eve of destruction, tax deduction, city inspectors, bill collectors, Mod clothes in demand, population out of hand, suicide, too many bills, Hippies moving to the hills. People all over the world are shouting, 'End the war.' And the band played on. Great googalooga, can't you hear me talking to you. Sayin'... ball of confusion. That's what the world is today, hey, hey. Let me hear ya, let me hear ya, let me hear ya. Sayin'... ball of confusion. That's what the world is today, hey, hey. Let me hear ya, let me hear ya, let me hear ya, let me hear ya, let me hear ya. Sayin'... ball of confusion. peace!
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ok gdaed, thats a helluva hand man. what's the next game brother. How's the trout fishing where your at, AZ right. here's some good luck vibes for your next lazy day by the brook.
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peace through musicHey Now , been out of touch for a while so here's an update.....Norman is still in intensive care, but is being weaned off the ventilator. Breathing on his own for 8 hours a day. It has been 4 weeks today, since he went in to the hospital. They deprived him of oxygen and or blood pressure for four to five minutes and he had a bilateral stroke. He wakes up and watches tv with us and can move all his limbs although not on command. Our hope is that he will go to a rehab center soon, but there are some doom and gloom professionals at the hospital that would like us to make other decisions such as ending his life. Thank you for all your positive vibes and the Love that you've sent him. The legal matter has been put off until after the new year. Wishing Peace and Love and Happiness to all.
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sounds like he has made some improvement, may love and healing be with you.
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aka Sunshine Daydream needs some good vibes. He has had a very very bad day.********************************** Don't part with your illusions. When they are gone, you will still exist, but you have ceased to live. Samuel Clemens
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Many positive vibes to you brother. If the doors of perception were cleansed, everything would appear to man as it is, infinite. William Blake
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***Sending you positive vibes***Hippie Holidaze!! Peace,Gigi Norm!!! Sending you more healing beams!!! Mary sunshine keep the faith!
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Best of vibes to you Bob. You have shared much joy with the many grate folks here and I wish you the best.
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Hope things start looking up for you real soon. Immediately if possible. Thinking nothing but the best for you. Conversation is always more interesting than recitation, so speak your mind and not someone else's.
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headed to our Bob! Let us know if we can help.
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For Sunshine Daydream Bob...a very cool brother of dead.net land.You are missed and unlimited beams and well wishes are sent your way. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Walk into splintered sunlight Inch your way through dead dreams to another land" Robert Hunter ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Ray, a drop of golden sun"
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i'm thinkin' about ya bob!! here's some healing beams fired atcha!!
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yo bob, whatever it is... love and peace, man.
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Very positive vibes for Bob , the man that helped get me started in the vineyard ... Thank you very much Bob !! Hope things start looking up for you !!
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The sky was grey with a speck of bluePeek through a hole in the clouds The sun was screaming, "Hey Bob!" all good vibes to you!! hey sunshinedaydream hoping better days for you! and as long as we're send across the waters, wishing TigerLily the best on her new endeavour! also for norman and marysunshine...doctors don't know!! and hugs4U2G's hope all is well! peace2all
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much appreciated hugs bob - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Spanish Jam
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peace through music Just wanted to jot a quick note on my way out the door to the hospital to see Norm. When your sinking in the mire of doubt and or depression just knowing that there are souls out there who take the time to care and write a few words of encouragement can be inspiring. It gives you the strength to carry on. Thank you all for this unconditional Love. And thank the stars for Marye and all the work you do connecting us all. Holiday blessings to all. To Sunshine Daydream Bob; Not sure what's wrong but sending Good Love vibes to you!
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Hey Bob,sometimes the night looks very dark,but the SUN comes up every morning and I wish you that its beams will cover you with all the good Vibes you need to go on..!!
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Can anybody help GratefulMom out? She has DSO tix for tonight, and got stood up twice, and is in a bad way. is sort notice but very very important no idea what to do from here ********************************** Don't part with your illusions. When they are gone, you will still exist, but you have ceased to live. Samuel Clemens
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when yer so down that ya can't talk to other people for fear you'll bum them out but ya need ta talk to someone so bad it makes yer chest hurt? when ya don't wanna eat, smoke, drink, sleep, stay awake, sit, stand, lie down but yer hungry thirsty tired and alone.........music doesn't help, nor does quiet, so scared ya wanna puke and can't. suicide is too much work and leaves a mess for someone else to clean up and bums THEM out, and ya know THAT ain't right, and ya know it's just selfish to think about yerself but ya know nobody else will.........and even if they do there's nothing they can do for you.................
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come in the chatroom-talk to me. is all I can say to do gotta walk the kids to a friend's and then will come back and wait 4 u! ********************************** Don't part with your illusions. When they are gone, you will still exist, but you have ceased to live. Samuel Clemens
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hold on, my good (john)man- the sun will rise again-- we are reaching out to you because of your value in this world i hope you made contact with tigerlilly or someone else who could help ease your pain and isolation i'm sending you good vibes & good wishes & i'll keep you in my prayers- tomorrow is a new year (thank goodness!). thinking of you-- xo c caroline
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Do what you are doing, my friend. Talk when you can, it can help to endure the pain. That pain is the unwelcome balance the joy that we are blessed to experience. Recognize the great gift of your skeptical humor and wit that you share regularly with us. And know that there are times that your contribution offers us all here a 'cookie' that is a unique 'johnmanism'. I can hear the angst in your post but note the warm empathy for others as well. Again that contrast is striking. And welcome. Move on as you can, brother, and stop and rest when needed. Depression often takes herculean efforts to endure. It is exhasting. Honor your feelings, but care to not linger on those thoughts that are destructive to you and tax your sense of yourself. Persevere and remind yourself of your path and how far you have come. Be gentle with yourself. "Shall we go?...you and I, while we can?" Take care, Tim The Truth is realized in an instant, the act is practiced step by step.
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We are with you. Take care of yourself. Find joy in your life with your son, remember how important you are to each other. I wish you much peace to your spirit. I really just want to ditto what Oroboros said above. Hal If the doors of perception were cleansed, everything would appear to man as it is, infinite. William Blake
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Folks above put it better than I could, bless 'em, but many good vibes and hopes for better times in the new year to you. We will get by!
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That was again a FINE piece of writing.********************************** Don't part with your illusions. When they are gone, you will still exist, but you have ceased to live. Samuel Clemens
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I could`nt have put together any of that , not that well anyway .. Am beamimg you warm positive vibes Johnman !! Hope you get to feeling better .. we`r here for you brother ..
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Feel Good Vibes Headed your way!! I'll be thinking about you Bro :) Enjoy the Cookie one bite at a time & Fuck those flyin Monkeys ~ PEACE
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...iknowurider has a way with words, also ;^). Hope the new morning of a new year finds you in a better place johnman, or at least in a better position to deal with things. My Latin-speaking dog suggests "Illegitimum non carborundum" (a Latin professor would prefer "Noli sinere te ab improbis opprimi") but whichever fits best: Don't let the bastards wear you down, whoever/whatever the bastards may be. Cheers, stop by for a cookie when you're in town, Mark ********************************************* I have a sigfile! --> www.kindveggieburritos.com *********************************************
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Sending some peace into your thoughts to go along with the out pouring of love from some of the best people around. This will be a better year, the start of a new era, where hope overcomes despair, and love overcomes hate. The spirit and love you have put forth in these pages has overcome much despair and brightened many hearts. Now pull some of that love deep within you and shine it on yourself johnman, feel your love for yourself, we all feel it for you. Oh, and do what iknowyourider, the princess of technicolor posts, said - enjoy that cookie,I think we all enjoy them a little more thinking of you. peace and hope brother,pk
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Peace bro, and hang in there. Nothing left to do but...
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I would have loved to have helped you out, but I'm far far away.
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And healing to you Sister. You know who you are, after our private chat today. Remember what I said bout the next time. I meant it. Be strong, be well, and more importantly, be FREE! love you. ********************************** Don't part with your illusions. When they are gone, you will still exist, but you have ceased to live. Samuel Clemens
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is having quadruple bypass surgery today, just found out, he had a heart cath this am and they are going in right away My mom is with him and no relative near (they do have some close friends with them). They are half the country away from me right now in Texas where they go for the winter. One of my brothers is flying in tonight to be with them. I will be heading down in the next couple of weeks to help with the recovery and healing but it is very hard to be so far away right now. If the doors of perception were cleansed, everything would appear to man as it is, infinite. William Blake
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Healthy Heart vibes for your father, and strength for you. With a heart as big as yours, your love and caring will pull him through. All the strength I can send you. Please try to let us know how it's going from time to time. Remember you are SUPERHAL-not just for smashing bigots-but for being a good man.********************************** Don't part with your illusions. When they are gone, you will still exist, but you have ceased to live. Samuel Clemens
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for Hal and Hal's dad. Strength and a speedy recovery. Conversation is always more interesting than recitation, so speak your mind and not someone else's.
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straight to you and your father Hal. although you are a distance away...we know that your spirit is close. wishing you and all a safe journey through to a speedy recovery. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Walk into splintered sunlight Inch your way through dead dreams to another land" Robert Hunter ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Ray, a drop of golden sun"
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and positive vibes going out to Hal and his Dad and his whole family.Keep the faith! Peace,Gigi
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thinking all things good for your dad, Hal! and good luck on your journey.
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who has a great son. Hal,Tigerlily said it well. You have a heart of gold, and that most assuredly came from having a father with the same. Your spirit is with him for sure and you will be there soon. We will be thinking of him and sending positive thoughts to you both. All our love and support Hal, take care,pk
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To your father Hal, and to your Mother and You as well. Peace and prayers!!!
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for all the good vibes. You are the best. What a grate community. A virtual hug to each one of you. He is out of surgery now and doing well. If the doors of perception were cleansed, everything would appear to man as it is, infinite. William Blake
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just got the news and am glad he is doing well.....now i get to send YOU positive vibes...god knows you deserve them....here's wishing your pops a speedy recovery....i'll pray for him!!
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thanx everyone for all the kind thoughts, words and positive vibes i have been receiving....it has helped alot!!! much-o's garcias to all of you!!!
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to shine down upon your father and to add strength to your mother as they heal together. My hope is for a strong recovery and gentle times ahead for both of them! Take care, my friend, the distance doesn't dilute the devotion. The Truth is realized in an instant, the act is practiced step by step.
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Hal, my pop went through the same procedure 2 years ago and all went well. I am sure the same'll be true for your dad and you too - a prayer for you bro'! Cherish every moment... Unclejon "when life looks like easy street, there is danger at your door"
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I just seen this , my father in-law just had a 6 by-pass heart surgery a few months ago , he is still recovering but he smoke ciggs too , so .. but he is doing well despite the smokes , am sure your father will be fine . We are wishing your father positive healing beams !! and also positive strong beams of strength to your mother and the entire Hal R familly !! Take care brother Hal ... and while i`m here , Johnman , this is what we are here for ,, each other !! positive vibes to all in need !! Peace & sunshine ... Stu ...